How can I stop hating myself and my life?

Call the licensed counselors 24/7 at 1-800-525-LOVE and tell your story and problem. Give a read to "For Men Only," Shaunti Feldhahn, and "Sacred Psychology of Love," Marilyn Barrick. Reviews at a href="http://www.amazon.com" rel="nofollow"http://www.amazon.com/a Give yourself some kindness, care. You are angry and depressed, and need to connect with counseling. Call the 1-800 number, and also communicate your frustration with the people at a href="http://www.befrienders.org" rel="nofollow"http://www.befrienders.org/a God loves you!