Please i need help with paranoia and anxiety and life?

You need to relax and calm down I'm jus like u me and my gf are 17 were getting ready to gt married and she has lied to me In the past but I've forgiven her a million times over so think a out it would your husband want it if u were mulling over this wouldn't he want u to be happy he's forgiven you and now I've got a question fr u is it a good idea to gt married this young I want to talk to u bout it if u will plz email me at papa8044@yahoo.com thanx but remember move on you'll do fine youll calm down jus relax z d breath listen to your heart and see that heforgives you