Going on Ciprolex How Does This Med Make You Feel?

My psychiatrist just put me on Cipralex to aid with the Welbutrin that I am taking. I have had depressive episodes for a very long time, and little seems to work. I have felt very suicidal from time to time and tried to run in front of a bus a few weeks ago. It seems that in some ways Wellbutrin is making me do stuff I never would have before. In some ways I definitely feel more confident however the depression is still very strong. I am also on a relatively low dose of Serroquel. One of my fears is that I may be bipolar and that a second antidepressant might make me go manic. However my obsessive paranoid thoughts could also be a result of anxiety and ocd. I have always been a very inwardly focused person and am not really impulsive excepts for the desire to kill myself. In the past I was also on celexa which seemed to make me want to get out and run etc. It seemed almost too activating or something. Wellbutrin on the other hand which I am on now also had a similar effect but did not seem so intensely activating. However it does make me want to be more honest with myself and take care of my health. I also feel more of a social drive. However with my terrible anxiety I have not been able to put that into practice. Will Cipralex aid in the anxiety at all. Or will it just make me more jumpy? I guess she seems to think it will make me more outwardly focused to get a job etc. But I am not really sure I want another stimulant in my system. However at the same time maybe it will relax me it is so weird, proves how little I know. I know how people complain about emotional blunting etc but with me I kind of feel I need something to flatten me and make me more mellow. However Ciprolex is a stimulant so wouldn't it make me more obsessive? Or will it make me mellow yet outgoing and wanting to do things at the same time instead of wallowing in pity?