What is the point of my meaningless existence?

Hang in there. I have been there I never really felt like a fit in in highschool. I think it is neat you are not into the mindless unintelligence of Justin Bieber and Twilight. I graduated early, got the heck out of highschool and things came together. I went to college, met a mate, and realized life is not a perpetual highschool. Remember, nothing is ever too bad to handle. If you are feeling unsafe please reach out. 1800SUICIDE or 1800273TALK both 24hrs a day.